In the post titled “Labyrinth” we included the phrase from Patrick Kavanagh, “prayering of the earth.”
In that same post we spoke of looking forward to time over the next three weeks with children and grandchildren. That time has copiously begun, even as we (at least me [phil[) a bit mistily begin our reentry post-jet-lag into central standard time. We have grandchildren and children here for sleepovers and many more of them for meals and conversation and walks and . . . just being.
It is amazingly wonderful!
The home we rented for the next two weeks on Park Point in Duluth is perfect for this time. It is on the beach of Lake Superior. It is comfortable, funky in decor, warm, and inviting. Lauren, friend of Sage, grandson, said, “You just got here and it already feels like you have been here a long, long time.” The home is a hospitable place. It lends itself to ease in gathering family.
We are fortunate, indeed!
Back to that Kavanagh poem, “October.” It was written maybe five or six years before Patrick died at the age of sixty-three in 1967. Seems like he was visualizing himself as in the October of his life, a time when he did not feel the need “to puzzle out Eternity.”
If you were to think of your life as one that is metaphorically lived as over a twelve month period, what month of the twelve do you find yourself living?
Here is Kavanagh’s full poem:
O leafy yellowness you create for me
A world that was and now is poised above time,
I do not need to puzzle Eternity
As I walk this arboreal street on the edge of town
The breeze, too, even the temperature
And pattern of movement, is precisely the same
As broke my heart for youth passing. Now I am sure
Of something. Something will be mine wherever I am.
I want to throw myself on the public street without caring
For anything but the prayering that the earth offers.
It is October over all my life and the light is staring
As it caught me once on a plantation by the fox coverts.
A man is ploughing ground for winter wheat
And my nineteen years weigh heavily on my feet.
Is there a phrase of the poem that is worth your time for pondering?
A world that was and is poised over time.
The pattern of movement is precisely the same as broke my heart for youth passing.
Something will be mine wherever I am.
Not caring for anything but the prayering the earth offers.
It is October over all my life.
The light is staring.
Which nineteen years weigh heavily on you?
Tonight, it it is true that savoring family (and desiring for the wellness of each one of the family, yes, each and every one of them) all the while being honest about the month of your life you find yourself living as though these two (integrity/honesty) have something to do with aging well with vibrancy, beauty, tears, and grace.
Although it is literally September, I’m quite sure this is at least the October of my life. I am older now than Patrick Kavanagh was when he died. I am older now than the males on the paternal side of my family when they died.
I hope for more years . . .
and I am grateful for what has happened and for what is . . .
oh yes I am.
Here are a few images from today along the shore of Lake Superior:
May you be lovingly surprised by the gift of family.
May you give thanks for light . . . and for darkness.
May you dance in the light.
May you find your way in the dark.
May sunset and moonrise, sand between your toes, conversation by life’s bonfires inspire you to be a person of justice even as the Druids, the early Christians, and the later ones too were inspired to be people of justice before you.
May the widows and orphans be cared for by the community.
May the hungry be fed.
May the blind see.
May the prisoners be unshackled.
May the mourners feel the mantle of gladness.
May the oppressed be free.
May we be the light of God.