In a book by Rowan Williams, published in 2002, are these words of Epilogue.
Lastly, another picture from the Gospel of John evoked for me by all of this, from the stray story of Jesus and the woman taken in adultery which is preserved rather improbably, in John 8. When the accusation is made, Jesus at first makes no reply, but writes with his finger on the ground. What on earth is he doing? Commentators have had plenty of
suggestions, but there is one meaning that seems obvious to me in light of what I think we learned this morning. He hesitates. He does not draw a line, fix an interpretation, tell the woman who she is and what her fate should be. He allows a moment, a longish moment, in which people are given time to see themselves differently precisely because he refuses to make the sense they want. When he lifts his head, there is both judgement and release.
So this is writing in the dust because it tries to hold that moment for a little longer, long enough for our demons to walk away.
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